Oh you beautiful distraction. Filling my head with lies I thought my eyes were open, A clever deception in code I could barely comprehend How deeply it goes How much it means These muffled screams Nothing left to hold on to Grasping at dead air between us It’s the only thing I have left A beautiful cicatrix forms over the wound inflicted as I wept.
To touch a woman
He knows how to touch a woman, make her ache with desire. He knows how to manipulate her into orgasmic smiles. He knows when he gets mad he can Shove her against the wall grab her by the arm Exert control so the bruises are hidden well And Yell! Yell! Yell! Yell! He knows how to give pleasure and inflict terrible pain And with these he controls her Along with cutting down her self-esteem ...
Sitting alone once again of course, in bed Insomnia drains my common sense Burning down hopes with cigarette smoke It’s just another substance too harsh Akin to the dissapointments Stealing my soul Colorlessly they float away
The Big Comedown
Hiding away in the bedroom, I try to make sense of what happened. My pillow, wet with tears, just sits there. It offers no comfort. I lost my love today. Suddenly, unexpectedly. He just let me go and now everything is shattered. What I thought I knew is now in question. I woke up from pleasant dreams only to have a nightmare waiting for me. I did something wrong, but I don’t know what it was....